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240. last post

2009-07-19T22:52:00.005+08:00

I GOT ANOTHER KINDERJOY TODAY.
AND I AM A HAPPY GIRL. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY GIRLXZXZ! HOHOHOOH!

browsing through my OLD PICTURES i have decided to present you the prettiest picture ever!...

TADAH!

chio shit? YES? say YES! this is my FF!!!!
when i say FF. IT MEANS FF/
kayzzzz.
i have found a new space. and i think that space is way cooler and more IN then this space.
HAHAHAHAHA. its so " act one high class " and most important i like my page.
so... i have moved/i'll be moving. ask for it. but it is mostly lock.
and please start leaving your link here cause i wanna relink you! :D

GOODBYE! GOODNIGHT!

239. toy car.

2009-07-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

today is a joke man!
i was suppose to write up a speech on rich sports.
which i obviously forgot rich sport , i fucking wrote about dragonboat.
so paiseh man. so no, i dint present. i get to do it next week.

home str after school.
very very tired.......

this post is a little meaningless. HAH! k bye!

________________________________

time change people change.
see! you change alr.
still wanna blame me.
I JIENG YOUR FACE AH!

238.

2009-07-17T02:03:00.005+08:00

U'RE MY SUGAR, SPICE AND EVERYTHING NICE! :D

i am done with my speech and i think it suck :(

siao eh. mai sad alr..
THINK OF CAROUSEL AND WE WILL BE TWO HAPPY GIRLS.
cause we are gonna crash buffet once again!
i will go buy you a garden of daisy then you worship me like a god.
steady? HAHAHA. i now want go apply bonjela!
dun come and act one love lucy okay. only i can. you must seek approval from me!
lucy like to act cute. thats why she is funny! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
nowadays she vainpot alr. if she see this she will kill me.
i dun know how to talk to you on msn so i type here...HAH!
tmr i ask your DK leader to think of some jokes for you. ( you want friendship band? LOL )
if you dun laugh i will zum him until he call tolong!
goodnight. lurb euuxzx! ♥

237. 有一種愛叫做放手

2009-07-16T23:29:00.007+08:00

i used to love this song alot...
just that i lost it and i havent been listening.
saw this on that siao chee's blog and i watch the mtv.
i dint know the mtv is so sad one lo.
makes me feel very sad and sour each time i listen...
but i just keep replaying.

ps. my mother want to cut my hamster's hair with the kitchen scissors. machem sial!
she forcing me to shower my hamster now. LIKE NOW!?!?! (edit) i shower my hamster and its bleeding!!! :( i see alr i also feel painful man. its running around now.... and i dun feel like doing my speech :/

236.

2009-07-16T14:35:00.001+08:00

My FF like sial.

How ah?

235.

2009-07-15T20:32:00.004+08:00

kinda lazy to blog. idk why but yea.
i have pictures and all but just dun feel like doing it. partly cause i got no time also.
been blogging using blogger. & now i feel like changing to wordpress.
i can lock and publish. as in do both?
nadera's gonna like wordpress cause you get to make people wanna know more!

eh. i wanna go back KR.
really, like seriously!!!! i say dk how long alr...
but i not yet go. i want to go.

i got my favourite almond snickers! :D
my body pain like hell today...
and finally school end early, i came home and slept!!!

screw TR man. tmr got TR again :/
the fact the i have to put in the uniform and heels just make me.... AHHHHHHH.
my blister not yet recover :(

look at this dog's bird face! HAHAHA! got a very GL face right.
okay this toy is from the kinderjoy dawn gave me yesterday. that explains the face.
justina say this is guitar hero.

this two carebears are bestf!

and they went to the guitar hero's concert.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!
this is lame shit, i know. but i think its funnnie. abit abit at least.
not the story or the pictures but the face of that damn dog. fucking face!
HAHAHOHOHAOHHEHEH!

kay, i am gonna go edit the two previous post and make sure kenken
drools till his body run out of water!!! ;D

234. my ff always :)

2009-07-14T22:56:00.004+08:00

i really have to say. the TR uniform suck big time.
really man, its so god damn fucking ugly.
and my heels gave me hell which made today so bad cause i was in pain the whole time.
cant remember how many plaster i have used. but i think i have only around 10 left!

LP's FF came to meet me after school
you will be surprise where she waited for me and what time she reached!
HAH! SHE WAIT RIGHT OUTSIDE MY SCHOOL GATE! & SHE WAS EARLYY!
gave me subway cookies and KINDERJOY. ♥
bused over to clementi to have our usual favourite.
sambal sotong, prawns, stingray. awwwww.

and after that she went to shit. she shit very long sial. i waited for like at least 20mins. its always like this, everytime she meets me she never fail to shit!! KNN.

next stop was nyny for desserts and we had steak (again.) HEHE.

nyny do have good steak fyi. i tried it before long long ago but i think its kinda ex.

meeting that chee today makes me feel like last time..
no worries and all. just eat and have fun. i wish everyday was like this man.
i show you pictures later okay. i wanna go shower now!

should i go back to work? cause i have got a real good deal now but can i cope? hmmmm.

sometimes i wish you are nicer.

233.

2009-07-13T20:42:00.003+08:00

met up with my fatest fat friend today :D
i keep changing my mind and at the last minute i was craving for jack's place soup.
so we went jack's place (:
jams came tooo. i had another birthday cake (slice)
was tiramisu.. i dint even know what i was eating at first.. HAHAH!
jacks place was awesome. the steak and chicken combo, fucking good! ♥

nadera's house after that cause she said she left half my present at home.
JAMS said: she is constructing you a man, she left the dick at home. HAH!

& it was a photo album with a orange carebear!
i keep smiling when i was looking at the album at certain pages it just makes wanna cry, i started to think of what we went through together and how we even started as bestfriend. idk seriously. i know i hate her last time and she hates me also. i find her fucking noisy. i think she also. HAHA! we really went through so many things together. the good the bad and the dumbs. HAHAHAHAHAHA. and now i know no matter how much i change, nadera will still love me. bitch, you better dun let this friendship die! ♥

kay pictures for you! :D

NOW KENNETH, ITS JUST FOR YOU!

HOW? KENKEN HUNGRY? NEH NI NEH NI BOO BOO! CHEEKEN ASS FOR YOU! HAHA!

1. i am at nadera's house now, i have yet to start on my speech :/ 2. i had jacks place again cause i was craving for the lobster soup 3. nasri is the fuckiest human ever! 4. i am the queen and nadera is the servant today! (finally) 5. i received a orange carebear exactly the same as kenneth 6. i think i am missing you 7. i took pictures with my new toy. heheheheh! 8. i seriously put on weight alr :( 9. this servant of mine is damn smart, she's in the living room & she can 'hear' me blogging 10. i shall do a proper update tmr w pictures and all cause i'll be busy w my speech tonight.

232.

2009-07-13T20:37:00.002+08:00

from the bottom of my heart,
you make me smile all the time..
thats how special you are cause i prolly wun give a shit to anyone else ;)

231. all around the clock.

2009-07-12T21:45:00.002+08:00

i think i have been using too much of photobucket when blogger was down.
now i think pictures uploaded from blogger is so small and ugly :/

town today with thick skin to get my shoes and sherman's gift.
i seriously hope he fits in perfectly cause we had a hard time deciding on the size -.-
went hereen to visit justina and i cant wait for her to get what i got.
HAHAHAHAH! must suffer together what, pam.. tmr i hug you ;)

XING WANG for dim sum..
their beef hor fun damn good. (thick skin flying alr, cause he order one -.- )
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
i got my icecream to satisfy the craving for ice cream cake..
he had his xxl chicken to replace dessert.

home after that, it feels funny reaching home early.
i am gonna be a good girl from tmr onwards and start on my projects and everything alr.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA.
THICK SKIN. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

i love livejournal cause it gives me privacy!

230. my ocean of joy pill!

2009-07-11T23:32:00.004+08:00

(pictures added)

today was thumbs up manxzxzx!!!
me happy shit like dk what fuck.
i got my new toy and that was a big big big big joy! ♥
pretty pictures, here i come....
its blue in colour cause bob say pink is too gay and it doesnt suits me! sucha ass.
~~i show you my new toy tmr. HAHAHA! i havent take pictures with it yettt.~~

impromptu decision to meet bob in the morning for breakfast.
he wanted kfc breakfast while i wanted jack's place.
heheehe!! i manage to change his mind & i satisfy my many months craving finally!

steak, seafood basket, fresh and nice sambal prawns = so damn full.
full until he had to say please to me cause i keep making him eat. funny fuck.

met up with JEK after that, went over to sherman's party.
the chicken wing's best!! and so is the cake...
i feel for swensens cake nowzxx.

I AM A VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY GIRL TODAY. VERY HAPPY! HEH!!

ps. JESK HAS THEIR FRIENDSHIP BAND ALR! ♥ ♥

229.

2009-07-10T19:23:00.005+08:00

yo! ( sounds like laoda, i got influence. )
have been really tired to even go online...
thats why havent been blogging the past two days althought this two days
has been kinda interesting and fun.
as usual assignments are piling up alr, not even a week yet.
i have got so much to do... that i forgot some and dk what to do first :(

town w jesk that day ( wednesday i think. )
we took our very first prints :DD turns out really pretty..
i mean the smiles are all so nice.

you see for yourself!

i went to meet melissa too, to return her some stuffs and she gave me a surprise..
she insisted on me putting the things in the cupboard of the restaurant myself.
.. when i open..

happy like dk what fuck sial. like sooo manny!!!!!

MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE! BEDTIME BEAR ♥

i got three different ones..
1) the normal one.
2) the diaper one
3) ( the one above )

i was looking forward to today cause i am gonna go JACK'S PLACE!!!!!
craving since dk when.. but it was canceled.......... :(

i have been spending money like water.
after two weeks of spending like a queen (holidays)
i suddenly forgot how to save alr... i must start soonxzxz.
cause my bill is waiting for me. bloody shit!

227.

2009-07-07T21:24:00.003+08:00

one whole box of tiramisu and a glass of chivas.
like shiok only ah.
i swear after i finish this box of cake, i will go on diet.
I WILL FUCKING GO ON A DIET!!

TR = no more 5carat ear stud, no more pretty nail, 5 hours of fucking dry lessons, yes, 5 hours NO JOKE :/

i am starting to dread school. sigh :(

OH I GOT ONE MORE PRESENT NOT OPEN!

226. ♥ ♥

2009-07-06T21:16:00.004+08:00

TODAY IS...
1. MY BIRTHDAY
2. SOULMATE DAY
3. START OF SCHOOL

initially i wasnt excited a single bit for my birthday until the clock strike 12am.
HAHA. my parents called home at 12am sharp yesterday lah. HAPPY SIAL ♥
the later part was kinda silent alr, i somehow feel today is nothing different.
BUT ANYWAY. my girlf, justina together with the help of edwin and kenneth
surprised me at the mrt station in the morning. :D told you i love surprises HEHEHHE.
kenneth went missing, edwin finding for him, justina to meet us at the last min.
HERE COMES MY BIRTHDAY CAKE. HOOHOHOHOH ♥

IRVING, I GOT STICKKKYYYYYYYYY!!! :D

we were late for school. HEHEHE.
the rules change alr lah. no more 15mins grace,
and school was a total waste of time today manxzxz!!!
i thought there will be lesser projects.. in the end.. -.-
and now we have individual assignment too. i am gonna start it real soon!
germaine came to school with a bag of kinderjoy JUST FOR ME!
excited much. heh. i open all the toy alr.
i only open like two or three... edwin opened the rest! that E*******! HEH! :D

school ended as early as almost 3 today.
so jesk had steamboat at my place! ♥
i just realise we forgot a group photo :(

THANK YOU TO ALL THOSE THAT SEND YOUR WISHES ♥ ♥

and today is our 1st SOULMATE DAY! :DDD

(picture was taken exactly one year ago! )

it has been a year man. how fast is this!!
so glad i met you, firefighter.
i guess nobody know me more or better than you do,
you work way better than any mind reader!
he allows me to paste stupid stickers on his belonging, i am proud about it! ;)
we share everything and the darkest secret!
but still, please be guilty you are in camp today.
you could have........ HAHAHAH! ♥ ♥

realise there many many ♥ in this post today.
i feel cheerie! :D MY SPECIAL DAY IS GONNA BE OVER SOON!

_______________________________________________

i know you dint want it this way either.
there no right or wrong so i wunt be nasty anymore (:

2009-07-05T23:28:00.001+08:00

you make me so damn crazy cause i have been smiling since just now.
HEHEHEHEHEHOHOHOHOHOHHAHAHAA :D
i am turning 19 soon :/

224.

2009-07-05T19:42:00.005+08:00

he said: trust me (:

i had mee sua early in the morning today!
my ah ma cook for me siol. damn delicious ♥
then i get to choose all the dishes for dinner today!!!!! :D
love my grandma man.

prepared hotdog buns and waited for JK to get prepared.
k definitely need 100 clocks and alarm clocks in his palace. HAHAHAHHAA.

meet up and we went marina barrage.
we went peekneek..
to me peekneek means lotsa picture, lotsa food, catch up, talk cock and sit there rot for many hours.
today my peekneek machem machem sial.
we meet, eat, while after we finish eating, it started raining :/ and we left.
i went home cause i promise to be home for dinner.
some pictures for you, the rest is with J.

(EDITED)

i just got a surprise from my sister. i chua tio.
she came out from the kitchen with a cake, candles all lit in her hands.
ITS A BROWNIEEEEE :DDD

SCHOOL IS STARTING TMR! SIAN SHIT MAN. WHAT SHOULD I WEAR?

________________________________________________________

if you are not guilty about it,
whats there to be affected and upset and sensitive about?

if it makes you so upset reading my space..
why dun you just stop coming...
because i have alr private alot of post and what you are reading are already ______.
still you can kpkb about it -.- dun be nosey lo? it will do you good man.
ps. i'll pretend i know nothing.

223. i didnt mean to fall in love with you

2009-07-05T04:51:00.007+08:00

actually i am kinda tired of waiting.
can you do something about it?

222.

2009-07-05T03:11:00.006+08:00

(EDITED-pictures added!)

my eye just got stuck at the bus stop..
wishing you will be here........

i celebrated my birthday with my love love chees today.
the chicken wing was fucking nice.
but i only had 4. machem machem...
♥ stingray, sotongs, marsh mellow, heineken, yellow flower tea, self timer shots, 100odd pictures, two ugly policeman,

huijing gave me KINDERJOY.
i finished it on the spot. HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

they actually planned to stayover...
now i am only left with jing and dawn, we bitch, we gossip.
and they are conducting a search in my kitchen now. they are gonna cook kopitiam eggs.
insane sial now only 4 plus ask me go eat breakfast!!

blogger still cant upload pictures.
irritating sial.. need to use photobucket again. like troublesome only.
~~so i'll do it another day. pictures up at fb alr anyway.~~
go fb for the rest (: goodnight!!

221.

2009-07-04T10:44:00.004+08:00

i am not happy. not at all.
i guess even after i buy my new toy. i wouldnt be any happier.
and now i am having second thoughts. should i get it?
hate it when i cannot make up my mind :/

... actually i have decided not to buy.
and justina showed me a cheaper and better deal.
awwwwwwwwwww. this is crap.
__________________________________

Justina: CONVO WITH YOU WAS THE BEST TTM TODEH I SUMPA! YOU KEEP GETTING TRICKSHOT BY EDWIN !(: HAHAHAH
he is sucha ass man! thinking back i think its funneh. wanna pretend justina!!!!

220.

2009-07-03T13:41:00.002+08:00

boss big deal?
boss can sack ppl when they are a few mins late?
HAH! i hope you everyday meet with traffice jam.
jam until you forget your name.. like this you will understand the meaning
of unforeseen circumstances and not anyhow sack ppl.
boos big deal?
boss can anytime anywhere deprive ppl of their off day.
make them work and if dun come you fire them?
fire your damn ass lah fuck.
she is just a part timer... hmmm... why dun you work yourself!!!
cannot take mc also? you better dun fall sick.
so you big at where? big at face? ass? or ballz?
TAKE THIS _l_

i seriously dun understand why bosses cannot be kind.
confirm is never put themselves in the staffs shoe.
as long as the work and help you earn money...
nothing else matter. nothing!
fuck bosses like this. eeeee.
_______________________________

yesterday JESK finally came together after almost one month.
god damn it. so long sial. kay, it was near to awesome..
i was very very tired after the whole day rotting at work.
so i was abit no energy :/

was a lil sad too cause they were telling me it might be hard getting my new toy.
when i got the money... then got so many things to think about. sad man.

i turned in very early cause i got no laptop.
but in the end i still wake up late today..
i am very tired. very very tired.

i got my nails painted looking good and pretty now!!!
a colour i never tried before. cause my laobu always say ugly. WOOOHOOOOO.
i think its very chio now!
my start of a super fun filled weekends i hope.
cant believe my day is coming and i dun feel for it. HAHAHA! so different man

i found my new toy at west mall.
i am gonna get it later i think.. later or tmr.
and i dun wanna reconsider. ppl are like asking are you sure? are you sure?
cause the flims are really ex. and i can use tmr and sunday!
YAYYY!!!!

CHEN HUIJING,
ME LOVE YOU...

219. flowers again?

2009-07-02T13:12:00.006+08:00

HEH. i just found a magazine from JOAQUIM right at my mums desk.
on top of her laptop. feel like she has browse thru it and hope she hopefully play
the secret admirer role ( like last year ) and surprise me w a huge bouquet. HAHAHAH.
cause i saw a few that i really like.especially the blue ones... although flowers are not very practical.. and many girls say they dun like. but who they hell doesnt melt infront of roses. awwwwwwwww. i also ' dun like ' cause after it dies you have to throw. and i so cant bear to throw away the bouquet last year. which saw me end up keeping the wrapper, ribbons and dried petals like dk what f. HAHAHA.

who say only boyf can give you flower. mother give also not bad okay.
machem machem only sial..............................
so like last year she gave me this very big bouquet of flowers
which i almost throw away.
i received a call. thats says i have flowers, go collect at the carpark.
i run there and i swoon at this very very pretty thing.
i started thinking who it was from.. i dint even think it was my mother.
machem which secret admirer. i went thru my guest list. and i at first thought it was from Jason. how fucking dumb was i man. he cant even afford a stalk lah -.-
when i realise it wasnt anybody that i would know of,
i threw it at one corner. i wanted to throw or give it away.

i refuse to even take pictures with it when i was cutting my cake!
HAHAHAHA. will you take pictures w something you dun even know come from who!
then that secret admirer shown up. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
which is obviously my mother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really, i have a cute mother that does all kinds of silly stuffs.

SO BOB THE HERO WENT UP TO GET ME MY FLOWERS.
HE RAN SO FAST, FOR A MOMENT I THOUGHT HE FLEW UP.
HE CAME DOWN WITH MY PRETTY PINK BOUQUET
AND I TOOK PICTURES WITH IT!!! :D

and i think i took 100over pictures of this pink bouquet.
i am laughing at myself now!

my secret admirer and i ♥ ♥

ALRIGHT, THIS IS CLASSIC.

he was totally gone!

kay, i really needa go start on the work mummy left for me. tagboards back!

218. i said, unbreakable bond

2009-07-02T09:37:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 19TH IRVING!!
♥ lets go buy big sticky! ;)

i had a hard time dragging myself out of bed this morning.
cause yesterday night i was damn engross in polaroid cameras and international buffets.

anyw the school new time table is out.
theres no math or accounting...
this time is all about food. so i guess the project load wouldnt be so much?
WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

looking thru my pictures, and here's another few.
oxygen tank caught their first movie and took neoprints.
HEHEHEHAHAHA! and the pictures are pretty shit!!!!!!!

216.

2009-07-01T14:32:00.000+08:00

a series of only black and white pictures.
got a sudden love for it nowxzx!

" they U-turn twice before they get to go to their holiday getaway! "
" they waited 2 hours for sunrise, just to know it's block by clouds. "
" they bbq right in the middle of the night, ran out of charcoal. "
" they gave her sparkles and gave themselves blisters. awwww. "
" they are not normal humans, you might say you met some hungry ghost!"
"lets play colour, lets play flying creatures, lets play numbers!!... FUCK YOU."

ignore that if you dun understand. that was 'RANDOM' but i think its so nice ♥

217. they are a bomb of joy.

2009-07-01T13:38:00.006+08:00

i am home! finally. :D
i received my first birthday cake alrrrrrr (:
awwwwwwwwwww. it was a surprise..
i totally forgot i wanted to celebrate..
cause all i had in mind was stingray!!

i end up " dancing " and tio kan. KNNB!
kenken say i siao. HAHAHAHAHA.

anyway it's choc fudge from emicakes.
they specialise in durian cake and they have good choc mousse cake.
so of course the choc fudge cake was so awesome and far from disappointment!

THANK YOU OXYGEN ♥

you guys are my bomb of joy,
my way to escape :D

i have no intention to celebrate my birthday this year.
idk why? but finally..
cause i always die die wanna have big big celebrations.
some how i think this year wasnt a need, cause the biggest part is still missing?
i am not looking forward to it. neither have i come out w wish list.
looks like theres nothing to wish for...
and as much as i cant believe myself all that i ever wanna receive is just
a birthday card w handwritten messages, drawings and their signatures.
well, i have always love handmade cards, fyi. and i think that enough for me.
cause infact after i meet so many up and downs...
i feel so blessed having so many awesome ppl by my side.
it made me think having them is alr the biggest biggest gift!

so you know what, not all girls are materialistic!!

hmmm. mummy is still in singapore!!!! :D
she said her flight's delay. idk for what reason.
i havent see her yet, shes not working today and she gonna buy me lunch!!

my holidays are ending soon!!!!!!
why so fast right. omg. another 10 weeks of sleepless night.
guess next term i am gonna have accounting and A math.
kinda look forward to Amath cause i have never done it before. but i know i am gonna suck at it.
and i fucking have to face accounting again!!! i ditch it at sec 5 and now....... IISH!
i know nadera is gonna laugh at me. at this very moment!!

and i wanna bake before school starts!
gimme 50$ now.
& i'll go phoon huat. buy like i never did before.
i dun care of i look like an aunty with manyy bags.
then i willl bake...............................

choc tarts, nutless brownie, new flavours of cupcakes ( my cupcake suck these days ) , and mayb a birthday cake. wooohooooo.

215.

2009-07-01T13:31:00.000+08:00

just to be with you..
.. holding you for the very first time.

214. i love my mummy. HEH.

2009-06-28T21:39:00.005+08:00

to have it at its simplest form,
find one that feels the same.

yesterday was tad awesome with my oxygen tank.
and that shall be a secret.

today i decide to be a good girl and spend time w my family
cause i know if i dun spend time with my mummy today.
i wunt be able to see her for the next 11 days.
although i keep kpkb, hardly talk to her and all...
but i love her and i know i will miss her...
( okay, i know this sounds abit gay and not me... but yea. )
when i told her i want to go out with them today.
she thought i got motive. machem sial..
and she is fine-ing me 10cents for every sial i use. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
cause she cannot tahan. funny shit.
my mother love love love remote control!!

boneless duck rice.
tell you its damn fucking good...
i never fail to eat alot there. i had two bowls of rice.
has been long since i ate so much rice...
but it super fantastic!!

went chinatown after that.
i badly want a polaroid but $#^%^&(^%$#@
i just dunt understand why it seems useless to them.
like wth man, its my gift. i like it more impt or you like it more impt?
iiissssh!

HOHOHOHO!
they are starting school tmr.... and i am still having my holiday!!
WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. i action now. :DDDDD
but one week of holiday is gone.
and this is very fast!! my next week is gonna be so occupied cause mummy is not in singapore!

i am gonna shower my hamster later.
the last time i showered it was like one month one week ago.
i guess that was the last time i feed it myself too.
idk what i am busy w also man. and so fast its gonna be one yeaar soon.
dad just suggested trimming its fur, nail and do something to the teeth cause
its getting big and long. and they can just die from it :/

i am very very excited for tmr.
and its just gonna be so nice....... so exciting and SO FUN!
it would be even better if i own my polaroid today :(

213.

2009-06-27T13:30:00.001+08:00

why is the time passing so slow today. its a saturday!!!!!!
i spend my whole morning on tv.
went for a nap, woke up and its only 1.15 wth!!!!
what am i suppose to do all the way until 5 man.

212. on the thread.

2009-06-26T20:51:00.003+08:00

i just did this hand writing analysis thing.
and some of it is so damn true!!!

是錯對無所謂我讓你去飛 says:
we're be num 1 with a bullet
load it
cock it
pull it
BANG
WE'RE THERE WITH U
= D

lets hope theres something nice worth looking forward for!

210.

2009-06-26T15:10:00.002+08:00

too happy with the sentosa pictures. i totally forgot about the sheesha ones i have receivedd!!
here are the pictures!

♥ :nadera, weiyi, zhibing, nicholas, jianhao.

209. goodnight!

2009-06-26T01:06:00.002+08:00

kenken did a super great job in the tags for fb. i just look through them and i had a super hard time controlling my laughs. i am hiding in my room. and i had to giggle hard into my pillows cause i am suppose to be asleep. since, when i know what is dota i hate computer games. and now i still hate computer games. i hope the inventer can just STOP coming up with new games!!!! its enough alr. you can just close shop, go home, shake leg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sigh.

GOODNIGHT TO ALL!! LUV LUV LUV (:

if i say i am sure,
will you be sure too?

208. two love

2009-06-25T22:37:00.006+08:00

because they are the two most amazing people ever.

WE LOVE COKE!
we slack together,
we chill together,
we get bored together,
we kpkb together,
we get poor together,
sometimes we eat maggie mee together. HAHAHAHAH.

because we are so close to one another.
i think we will just die w/o see-ing one another for ONE DAY.
just like you cant leave without oxygen.
call them my oxygen tanks! ♥ ♥ ♥

_____________________________________________

visit greatgrandma in the morning.
then i went off to meet my oxygen tanks.
we played the role of tourist today and we visited sentosa.
please do not ask me which part did i go.
cause all i can remember was walk (walk till you drop)
perspire, take pictures like siao, run out of restaurant, complaining you are tired and hot, take pictures of objects and thing you dun even know!
HAHAHAH we took 201 pictures.

after which was dinner at vivo's kopitiam
then kill time session at the open space.
everytime i kill time with them i just dun wanna go home.
because when killing time.. it feels like you have nothing to worry about.
how good is that?!?! you want?

some pictures for you and view the rest on fb :D

like it or not, i like them.
face it and whoever you are.. JUST SHUT UP (:
dun be kidish uh (:

207.

2009-06-25T09:35:00.004+08:00

i srsly dun wanna give two flying fks to YOU YOU YOU and YOU.
i have seriously master the skill of selective listen.
and this damn skill just make me lazy to talk.
but then again, dun talk better? dun arguements!!!

i am a tourist todaexzxz! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH!!! :D

205.

2009-06-24T08:56:00.005+08:00

there's something just wrong..
i swear there is.
cause i feel it and all that i have met felt it too.
but wtf is it, that is wrong...

i have finally meet up with two groups of people that i miss like mad.
and i had so much fun with them.
now that i am more or less done with the meet ups.
i should do my bakes!! (:

i am meeting JESK later!! ♥ ♥
~~update tonight!~~

i had my hair cut. it kinda short.
but i like it from the back.

kenken, edwin and i had our hair dyed today. we did self dye. HEH!
the colour dint turn out like what we expect.
lets just hope it will look good in the sun, at least.

JESK DID NOT MEET UP.
our J fell sick..

i had steamboat at bugis. i swear it is one of the few nice ones i have tasted.
i have never like the idea of eating steamboat out.

why the hell did phoon huat @ je have to close down man.
of all shop, phoon huat.
TMD. now when i wanna get baking ingred i needa go all the way to sembawang.
which is so far. then am i suppose to carry the plastic bag.
and mrt home like some aunty that just finish shopping at ntuc/
tsk.

you totally drive my crazy and make me wanna shout at your face!!!

204. its a love hate thing ♥

2009-06-23T21:08:00.001+08:00

Dawns house in the morning. Then head off to work together!

Work was…. eh.. its pretty boring. You do the same thing again and again.

Work ended at 6 and it times to meet those animals!! HAHAHAHEHEHEHEH.

I am so so so happy I get to see them today.

Although it did not start well, neither did it end well.

But the time we spent together was the BEST. i wish I laugh till I tear..

Which I never lah.

the rest is on facebook :D!!

I am so damn gonna get my hair done tmr!

203.

2009-06-22T11:21:00.007+08:00

i want a new camera.
i wouldnt mind a polaroid actually. infact i wanted this as my first camera.
the pictures comes out instantly and you get disney frames on your wallet size pictures!
not that my digital camera is alr lousy. but i want something new?
my bad habit is back! but once in a while what.. okay right? HAHAHAHEEHEHE.

gonna visit greatgrandma later, thank god she pulled thru the stuggle yesterday night.
arbo, i sure very regret.

am suppose to leave home at 12. and i am not even half way thru my bakes!
today's gonna be a long and fun day! at least out of my normal and usual routine!

breakfast= MAGGIE
lunch= MAGGIE

i swear i will be having nightmare with maggie man!

know, i am sorry to say....
but i seriously dread your arrival..
grrrrrrrrrrr!

meet up w the boys was awesome (:
i am lazy to update.
tmr okay :D

i am surprise at how they still know me inside out even when we have not met
up for months or had proper talks. sheesha was kinda sian!
edwin and kenneth came tooo. me and nadera just luv the heart attack game!
celebrated jh's birthday!! i got him a blue rose..
cause i wanted him to be paiseh but in the end he cab home -.-
zb was nice enough to take bus and mrt and so i got to stay later!!
the best part of today was the talks i had w nadera and zb (:

i am having a very hard time with my throat. and i am kinda happy i saw you today. HEH!

203. what a father's day

2009-06-21T21:02:00.003+08:00

i had fried rice today and had my ass at home the whole damn day.
crap man. if i know this will be happen. i will go out man!!!!!!!!

my brother is insane and has split identity.
he has two toy guns and one minute he is the cop next minute the victim.
then you see the surrender hand signal and all. irritating.
he from 6 play until now still play!

that damn internet device is an asshole..
keep hanging my com and get disconnected.

i want a job nowxzxzx!
NOW!!! best is str after work got money take one alr.
have have have?

weiyi say they are the boy band, energy!
make me wanna puke!!!

wy: you beg me lah, you beg me i go.
me: tmr i will slap you and you will beg me to stop!!!

i cant wait to see them tmr!!! wooohoooooooooooooo (:
why cant money just keep rolling in. in in IN!
so i can just stay home and rot my ass away!
hmmmmm.

THEY GOT ONE MORE WEEK OF EXTENDED SCHOOL HOLIDAY.
WTF!

202.

2009-06-21T12:30:00.005+08:00

went greatgrandma house for buffet yesterday, i dint expect it to be the last huge gathering.
i dun like going for huge gatherings there, always prefer to just drop by when
theres no one in... ( lets just hope theres a twist in fate again, i dun want you to go )

seoul garden after that was great! the last time i went was like sec 4?
HAHAHHAHAH! by the time i am done w food, no more fondue alr :'(
kill time abit then home.

today is daddy's day!
lets hope there more than just staying at home...

GAOGAO! i cant wait to see you.
NINI, lets stir kopi-O!!
♥ ♥ ♥

know what..
BABE, IF YOU ARE TRYING..
YOU SHOULD QUIT TRYING. OR MAYB YOU JUST NEED MORE LUCKK!
CAUSE YOU WILL NEVER WIN!
YOU SHOULD JUST GO HIDE IN THE TRASH BIN.
DUN BOTHER FIGHTING FOR IT YO!
WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
HEHEHEHEHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!

201. fresh look

2009-06-20T13:05:00.004+08:00

decided to do some changes here and there.
and i am happy with how it looks like now!!!
i have removed my tagboard, use the comment system
and for the sake for my laoda, i have remove all the links.

blogs really kill. it is the worst creation everrrr! right right?

i have been a very heavy passive smoker recently.
and one day if i suddenly die, its because i passive smoke toooo much. HAHAHAHEHEHEHAH!

i want something fun today man!
am suppose to have steamboat buffet but it was cancelled.
lets hope the buffet at great grandma's place tonight will be good.
i am dying at home?!!?!?!?!?!

bestf dun quarrel.
bestf dun get angry with one another
bestf surprise one another
bestf care and love.

200.

2009-06-20T11:33:00.002+08:00

.. because we are each other's oxygen tank!
♥ ♥ ♥ !!!

199.

2009-06-20T00:51:00.002+08:00

Its feels like a heavy, super heavy load off your shoulder.
Exams over! My first term is overrrrrrrrrrrrrr :DDDDDDDD
No school for 2 weeks.
Hello my well deserve holiday! Please pass SLOWLY okay?

POC paper was a total stranger to me.
I think the paper know me, but idk the damn paper.

Caught ghost of my girlf past @ suntec.
This movie is very very good. Mayb cause I like it?
But its really nice!!!!!!

And I had my marvelous icecream. Woooohoooooooooo.
Kan nice siol!! although the picture... :D THANK YOU BOB!!!

Fries, nuggets, stingray, clams, long walks ( I mean really LONG ) , icekachang (L)
Slacking session. Full like mad. Laugh like crazy.

198. happy shit

2009-06-18T23:45:00.003+08:00

Tell me what is better than receiving a surprise the minute you wake up. & when the surprise is my favourite KINDERJOY!!! ♥

With this, I am a happy girl the whole damn day!

Idk if one day I will get sick of this chocolate.

But I just feel very happy each time I receive it.

Especially………………………….

Kay anyway, I screwed today’s paper. ( catering science )

I completely did not study.

I dun know why I become so daring but yea, I just dint study although I planned to.

After paper was study session with E&K

The slides for POC was shit!

Dinner was a disappointment…

Was looking forward to stingray alr and the aunty say..

There no more chilli in the kitchen, so no stingray.

Like one $^%*#^$%#@&^ so we decided to go back there tmr

197. cause somebody share exactly the same story as you...

2009-06-17T21:16:00.005+08:00

tourism was crap.
total shit. i sumpa this is the toughest paper everrr.
forever and ever. HAHAHA. ( like some fanatic )

I AM A HAPPY GIRL TODAY.
VERY VERY HAPPPPPY (:

i met melissa for lunch today because it's her birthday!!!!!
& i pretend i forgot about it.. therefore it went smoothly. (i guess)

i ate like a queen today,
i havent felt like this for so damn long and it feels gdf good ^^
the grill station @ bazzar is the best of all there.
the fried rice is awesome tooo!
though the meat ball there sucks but i alr feedback
and i hope they do something to it. citylink's the best! ♥
i see the receipt so longgg i very satisfied!

face it, my life is all about shokudo although i crave jacks place nowww.
i intended to be home at 3 today. cause tmr got exammmm.
time check ( 9.37pm) i know nth about food science yett :/

but you know.....
i havent been shopping for so long..
i even forgot when the hell was the last time i went town.
so i got carried away andddd went shopppppinggggg. wooohooooo :D
i bought two tanktops from topshop. i very happy sial.
idk why but yes!!!

then i was craving for something extremely icy and cold and sweet and awesome.
i went cineleisure's SHOKUDO (again) hehehehhehe (:
mango kakigori & ice yuzu tea plus soda. HEAVEN!

and i sawww...
ENG XIA SHIONG!
hehehehhehahahhahahahahehhehehahahhah :)

now i wanna go back cineleisure lah sial!!!!!
he wants to go at sunrice. i told him to come shatec.
he should what.. then i got 500$ hehehehahah :D

196. point post

2009-06-15T19:54:00.008+08:00

~~15 june/monday = MIS (10-11.30)~~
~~16 june/tuesday = BIZ COM (10-12)~~
~~17 june/wednesday = TOURISM (10-12)~~
18 june/thursday = CATERING SCIENCE(2-3.30)
19 june/friday = PRIN OF COMM (10-12)

mis was shit! i want lepak session to hurry come. i want to go for camp. H1N1 can you please slow downn? BIZ COM was pretty okay. cept the fact that my mind wasnt on it half the time. i dun want things to change.. i dun feel like studying today. cause it has been so lousy. I WANNA DYE MY HAIR STR AFTER EXAM. confirm and chop. dun wanna think twice, arbo i wunt do it again... i wanna go on a yatch! anybody know where to find cheap ones? i am doing well w my tourism hopefully can last until tmr. AND TMR IS GONNA BE A BETTER DAY! tourism was a killer.

honesty should just suck my ballz. whoever said honesty is the best policy should just go to hell. i am not gonna believe this again. and i fucking think nowdays lying is really a need because ppl are just getting to ridiculous. i just heard from my mother that my dad has the intention to get me out of shatec because i am always VERY busy. please tell me what is in his mind, back in ite... he forced me to go to school he even use money to make me like school, which dint work! here i am in shatec enjoying my school despite the time i have to spend on book and projects. infact i am so broke because of that and i havent gone shopping for a long time... i dint complain. he wanna get me out of school. what the hell is wrong with this world. i tell you i go do project you dun believe. does it make you happier if i say i go shopping? it just pains me so much. yes and back to the honesty thing. i actually wanted to go on a bangkok trip with my friends secretly. thinking that this is a secret mission, i am celebrating my birthday there, i am going on a plane ride AGAIN with my friends only this time, i am flying towards my drumstick, big prawns, crabs and many more excites me so much and i was just planning to lie my way through. but then i realise i will definitely be missing my mother there. i am a mummy girl. not that kind of mummy girl. but i am very close to her. i'll wanna call her. and if i lie my way there.. i cant call her and all. and i will feel very guilty cause i am lying. so i decided to tell her the truth. it will be even better if she allows isnt it? as i expected she dint agree... all my hopes just crash right into the dustbin. and i feel so sad. and the thing is... i just kept saying please hoping she will change her mind. i did not say i am going to fly and ignore her answer... then she made a big hoo haa. i am only 19 i know thats why i am asking. if i am 21. i will just ask for my passport! now tell me who has change. where was the person that will never jump to conclusion. as much as you dun understand me... i dun understand you too. just take it as i have changed, you have always think this way anyw. it doesnt make a difference.

195. i cant wait..

2009-06-14T13:49:00.002+08:00

i cant wait to get over and done with, with my exams/term one.
it has finally come to an end ( almost )
the exams havent even start and i am wishing its over.
like machem machem only uh..

PLEASE LET MY WISH COME TRUE.
i can forsake all my birthday celebrations.
i can be poor the whole july. i happily dun mind.
& that will be the best birthday everrrrr!

okay, i needa get my ass off msn and towars my books!
its 2 alr!!! bbye :D

194. KINGS

2009-06-13T13:03:00.006+08:00

i realise every time i plan to really study i will fail.
but if i cant be bothered... i will be able to concentrate so well.

i spend my whole Saturday at the airport.
and i feel my heart jumping for joy yet the knn holding back feeling.
i swear i love the company of kenken AND EDWIN
we imagine, and enjoy & had so much joy,fun and laughter!!!

met pao in the morning for waraku.
the pasta was a disappointment. shokudo's way better!
& according to pao, the curry rice was lousy too!
the best thing was only the potato salad & the mushroom in the butter salmon.
the macha i/c float was another crap!

after that i met coco and dodo.
we started pushing trolleys with our school bags.
from when we meet till we leave.

in conclusion: the study session wasnt productive cause...

then we had dinner together.
we only had 5$ each.
and we had drinks, main course and desserts!!!!!
seee...

WHEN 3 BEGGERS COME TOGETHER..
THEY BECOME KINGS.
KENKEN SAY: WE CAN RUN OUR OWN SHOW!!

and it feels totally different when everybody is poor together.
like you know, only you poor. all rich?
now we ALL POOR!

abit of slacking at the viewing mall then home (:

193. lucky muffins

2009-06-12T22:57:00.001+08:00

SHERMIN, KENNETH, EDWIN SAYS:
JUSTINA, THANKS FOR YOUR MUFFIN!! ♥

191. at a standstill

2009-06-12T14:36:00.003+08:00

when people get nice treatments.
they start to take it for granted.
sometimes i really wonder..
why granted? why cant humans learn to appreciate?
why choose granted over appreciate?

i am going IT fair and then go study later!!
i really wanna strike 4D man!

NANIE, 3 MORE MINS!!!
ALL THE BEST BITCH!!
LUVLUVLUV!

theres so many things i wanna know.
but i think its always better not to ask.
cause i choose to believe time will clear all doubts
for good or for bad (:

191. i miss my friends

2009-06-12T01:05:00.004+08:00

this is currently on my wallpaper.
now who says after i meet new friends i forgot old friend?
WHO SAY!
i miss them.
i miss my old friends.
like ALOT.

especially the people right in the center of the pictures.
i miss ah gao and the whole damn gang.
i havent seen them since like... new year?
& i guess even if we meet up now, we will have nothing to talk about :(
except. hows school? how you and your gf? and they will be asking...
EH, GOT BOYF ALR NOT. machem sial lah. HAHAHA.

looking through my pictures.
i still laugh at this two pictures... i just cant forget.
we were playing monopoly..
ah gao started to be the corrupted government..
he rob my money and he has 4D's and toto?
or something like the government is in a good mood today..
everybody gets $$$$ :D i laughed till i almost burst.

and this damn picture was taken by wy.
he damn kuku. i think he dint even realise he accidentally took this picture!

i so badly wanna see all of you soon of the soonest!

190.

2009-06-11T23:29:00.005+08:00

i woke up late today and had to cab to school.
sad? yes. my school is damn near my house.
but the cab fare is so damn ex. near to 10$
i am a RICH kid in CRISIS!!
therefore, that 10bucks means a lot to me.
HAHA. machem machem only.
i am always poor actually, dun understand why i never get rich.

i have started on mugging & i'll continue to do so.
i hope this will last till next week man.

i havent write letters for veryvery long.
not even short notes :(
i know machem no link to you all.
but i express myself through writing.
hmmmmmmmm..

oreo,fried mars bars,lime ice cream,coke,chocolate,chocolate cakes, meat ball, root beer float,pasta, satay, stingray, SUSHI. i want you.

now i got the stickies and zuma on my laptop.
i am so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

I HAVENT TAKE PRETTY PICTURES FOR VERY LONG!

188. ALL DOWN.

2009-06-10T17:47:00.005+08:00

ME IISH VERIIE HAPPIIE NOWXZXZ!
ALL DOWN. PROJECTS ALL OVER.
HIGH FIVE! THUMBS UP!!!! ♥

187. excited for the wrong reason!

2009-06-10T01:27:00.006+08:00

PLEASE BRING ME TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS PICTURE DOESNT LOOK ATTRACTIVE.
I DUN CARE. I WNNA GO!
I AM DROOLING AT THE BEACHES. FYI THIS IS PHUKET.

ME AND KENKEN IS GETTING SO DAMN FUCKING EXCITED
OVER THE WEBSITES!

KENKEN says:

WE LIKE 2 OVERJOYED MUTHER FUCKING ASSESS

NOW WE CHANGED WEBSITES ALR.
I AM GOING CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! GOODNESS!

186. when you dun feel happy, youk it has changed

2009-06-09T23:24:00.006+08:00

that was str in the face.
deep into my mind and heart.
but who cares about it? mayb i do. HAHA. but i'll try not to care because..
I WILL MAKE THE BEST OUT OF EVERY SITUATION.
although it's a mixture of both....

i know you dun understand!
but never mind (:
cant wait for tmr to be overrrrrr!!

i need to restart my com.
but i dun wan nehxzxzxzxz!

BOB! you are in the new cartoon movie!

okay, i am gonna continue this post at livej.
i dun understand why ppl like to lock up their blog/post.
lidat might as well dun blog right?
write in diary lah... although i think this way...
i still prefer locking up my post over writting in diary :/
idk why. just say, i am weird.

OH! I NEED TO DO SOME RESEARCH! :DDDDDD

186. another slope

2009-06-09T01:19:00.005+08:00

it just feels sourish, empty, teary, confuse, silly, tired.
dont ask me for the cause.
i fucking dk? i really dun know...
i feel like i am outta my mind.
HAH. dumbass!!!
i guess i am just too tired or smth? idk.

kenken saved my day.
out of nowhere he send me this very funny video.
HAHAAHAHAHAHHA.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dXAj7Z8JDE&feature=related%3C/b%3E

i wunt ask for kinderj anymore.
it defeats the purpose if the KJ dint come willingly. i feel.
cause kinderjoy is suppose to be a surprise.
and a surprise is the biggest joy ever :)

185.

2009-06-09T00:08:00.005+08:00

i think i wanna marry a man that owns a choc factory.
and mayb a gym. HAHAHAHEHEH!
then i can have unlimited supplies of choc..
best is one after every meal or when ever i crave.
then when i happy, go exercises. HAHAHAHAH!
okay, random.

is it me that is too tired.
or is it moodswing?
i am certainly not emo. wth.

my weekends was...
good, great, fantastic, awesome..
any good words you can think of.
i dint do anything exciting or whatever. but ♥

movie review suck.
watching the movie itself alr suck.
doing the report even more suck.
all in all, it totally suck!!

thank god, this time round the movie not bad.
laws of attraction is good! i feel (:

_________________________________

Justina: So moral of the story dont live life thinking about the regrets!(: LOOK FORWARD THINK POSITIVE! BE HAPPY GOOBERRY. i'll do just that! (: you also uhhhh. luv luv!

Dawn: SIAL LA. SPOT NEW BESTFRIEND LA SIALLL. MACHAM SIAL SIOL.

MACHEM SIAL SIOL INI BABI.

ESTHER: hahahaha! You more important leh. How? LOL!
YOU DUN BLUFFFFF!

screw msn manxzxzxzxzx! TMD.
i now wanna go fb & edit my report.
goodnight!! (:

183.

2009-06-07T01:48:00.002+08:00

justina gave this to me in fb. & i make so much sense to me.

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.
Love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't.
Believe everything happens for a reason.
If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy.
They just promised it would be worth it.

Friends are like balloons.
Once you let them go, you can't get them back.
So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you.
Send these balloons to your friends.
You may also return it to me.
I f four balloons are returned to you,
something you have been waiting for a long time will happen!!!!
Believe me... It really happens

181. have you ever

2009-06-05T19:29:00.004+08:00

i hate it when i dun hear from you the whole damn day.
but i guess i have just gotten use to it and to everything.

just as we're completing all out assginments.
i feel so damn bored.
i think it cause i have gotten use to the very very busy routine.
i shall play games then.

i want ice cream.
the strawberry one kayxzxzxz!

JUSTINA JUST LOVE TO SHARE HER EMO SONGS WITH MEXZXZX!

180.

2009-06-05T18:07:00.000+08:00

school free day yesterday was burned for IR. iish!

had a very bad morning cause we had to tidy up the loose ends of our IR presentation and the tidying up process seems never ending!!! and in the midst of it mr norman actually called us and wanna bring forward our time. which means SHIT! almost like chicken w/o head :/

but our hard work paid off. and just one very simple sentence from him makes us all scream and shout and it was just so worth it :D

interview was just as good. except the part when i started laughing. then catherine goh also laugh, and she say please dun laugh next time -.-

one more to go! (:

I GOT KINDERJOY FROM KK TODAY! BECAUSE SHE LIED TO ME IN THE MORNING AND SHE SCARED I SCOLD HER. hahahahahahah, MACHEM MACHEM. unknowingly, it was pay back time. EHEHEHEHOEHOHEOHEOEHOH! :D

2009-06-04T11:30:00.002+08:00

i just wanna enjoy my kj now.
and the rest can wait...

i feel like i have just broke down or something.
but i did not.. i feel so tired.

177. almost there!! :D

2009-06-04T01:05:00.002+08:00

speech's over!! :)
tmr's school free dayyy :D
because my presentation falls on a friday.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. awesome like nobody's business!!
right right? JUST SAY YES.

i am gonna start studying.
serious shit. when was the last time i studied?
i cant even remember but long ago.. very long ago.

anyway...
since school ended early.
BOBO, YOYO, COCO & DODO came for steamboat.
i am never tired of it.
infact this is the third steamboat in less than a week.
i wanted to eat again tmr.. but i needa do project & i got driving.
i dread driving like how i dread tuition last time :/

but anyway..
the steamboat session was fantastic!
meatballs, chicken, greatest company = ♥

(the are the two most fucked up person ever!)

176. 2 down and 3 more to go!

2009-06-02T11:17:00.006+08:00

pictures upload!
have a nice time laughing till you burst..
the pictures are not in order cause GC help me split them.
& all thanks to GC, he helped me upload using his MACDONALD laptop.

pictures w my siao chee :
1, 2, 3
( just click on the number to link to the albums. total of 3 albums :D )

MACHEM SIAL SIOL!!
_______________________________________________

i am having a hard time memorizing my speech!!!
i am so gonna put my laptop at home tmr..
i feel like my hand will break anytime :(

175. MACHEM SIAL SIOL!!!

2009-06-02T00:59:00.008+08:00

I GOT KJ TODAY!

HEHEHEHAHAHAHAHAH!

FHH'S OVER! :D

school's kinda relax today.
idk why also.. i dun rmb learning anything.
HAHAH! teacher teach lah...
but i cant concentrate ( like always)
i am going to sit in the front tmr.
I MUST!

FF was suppose to come pick me up from school.
but she was only at clementi when i ended class at 6.
by the time she reach, 6.30/6.45 = LATE ( like forever only )
cause confirm will jam like siao.
BUT she came bb mrt to meet me. HEHEHEHAHAHAH.

NTUC first then home..
steamboat was nice.. lotsa food.
but i was apparently to tired to eat..
i ate alot lah. but i am very very tired.

i wanted them to stayover, kx also dun wanna go home
but teck was alr on his way & ff dont have her uniform for school tmr.
OH WAIT. LIN PAO, KEXIN AND DAWN CAME.
( i think i not yet say then alr half way thru my story -.- )

vodka & peanuts.
LN and KX went home.
me and dawn spam the webcam. funny shitxzxzx.
RANDOM like dk what. ( 130 pictures! )

so many nice pictures.
idk which one to choose..
i'll put it all on fb tmr (:

he say he is being force thus this face!!

this is on my wallpaper.

I ♥ my ff like siao :D!!!

173. JOY!

2009-06-01T00:45:00.003+08:00

i am screaming to the world:

I HAVE FREAKING COMPLETE ALL MY DAMN ASSIGNMENTS! THANK GOD I START EARLY.
ARBO I SURE WILL BE STRUGGLING NOWXZXZXZX!

i am only left w my movie review which is due next next week.
& a little of IR. and thats all!
now all i need is print my work & memorize my speech.

ANDDDD i can fucking enjoy to the fullest tmr! ( later, since after 12 alr )
YESSSS AHHHHH!!! WHOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO! :DDDD

eh, whose coming to pick me up later HUH?

173.

2009-05-31T14:53:00.001+08:00

OH MY!
MY FUCKING BITCH IS DATING A POLICEMAN!!
:D

now nobody will envy and be jealous w me anymore..

172

2009-05-31T14:39:00.006+08:00

project, speech, essay..
all driving me siao.
lucky got fb and msn and webcam to side track abit..
but i tend to side track alot.. and its always AT LEAST ONE HOUR.

i am eating and eating as i am doing.
mouth just starts to get itchy.
i wana bbt now! i want ice cream...
and all because of the damn KENKEN.
i am craving for mars bars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KENKEN YOU SUCK!
YOU ARE LAME AND YOU SIBEH ASS..
sometimes you are cute, only sometimes!!!!!!

shit man, i am getting more and more vulgar!

KENKEN says:
cut his fucking stomach up, shove the book into belly, wrap the book with his intestines, use chainsaw saw everything up, den put rats chew everything up, pour salt, spit inside, smash everything with my foot, throw in a few apples, pee inside, inject aids and cancer blood to this veins, pour oil inside den burn everything, dig his eyes out and let him see see himself burn to death.

171.

2009-05-30T16:12:00.002+08:00

why do ppl always want the opposite?
i wanna be a young kid again.
i dun mind cartoon bags, waterbottle, clothes..
whatever i use to find so kidish..

i need a box.
a secret box.

169. when you look me in the eye

2009-05-30T01:59:00.002+08:00

168.

2009-05-30T01:03:00.005+08:00

I am very very disappointed.

WHOOOHOOOOO! I got kinderjoy! :D
The toy is a tumbling thing. Look so damn ugly BUT funny.

I just laughed at it when i stare at it!
Dawn love to laugh at ugly things, I fucking got it from her.
Robin also!!! Those heartless ppl!!!
BINBIN, I hope you are okay! :D

I am very very stressed up w projects now.
My migraine ( ? ) is back and it’s very bad.
( I found my medicine, got it from the doctor almost a year ago)
Kay back to that, I am very stress w my shit stuffs.
I cannot wait to finish all of them! But at the same time I am so damn looking forward to Monday.
Bob & ff’s coming over for steamboat…
Mummy invited them over & KX’s coming too!!!!
I think, I heard from mum.
Bob say he’s gonna bring roast pork, tasty shit but I told him he dunt have to? &
Dawns gonna bring BAO BEI and fruits!!! CHAO CHEE.. I want watermelon, papaya…
Machem some formal party uh. Kay no actually.
Although I love weekends to the mxm. But this time I prefer Monday more.
& I secretly wish I can play thru the night!!!
HAHAAHAHHEHEHEHEHEHHHOHHOH!

I realize nowadays I used a lot of !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It’s all because of G. ever since I know her…
And her smses always got !!!! and smiley face.
So I tio influence….

we webcam that day. i miss her.
got pictures but i lazy & oi!!!
that means you heard what i talk on phone right!
SHIT. cause while webcaming i was talking..
OMG.

Lessons short today. AGAIN.
But I like…
Stayed to do project, sherlene came over to study at my school.
Then we went ntuc, to get ingredients for steamboat (:
From a group of 6 become a group of 4!
The steamboat was good but I feel like there’s something missing…
... Still trying to figure out!

OHOH! I DID A GOOD DEED TODAY.
nono, its WE! :D

i am now very addicted to this furry ballz game.
i dint know i have that game in my com until edwin played w it.
& its just a trial -.-

how about the buy buy thing in fb!
thomas bought me at such a high price now justina cant buy me!!!

Economic impact, please come to me.
I find for 3 days alr.. you still dun come!!
You dun come I cannot sleep today you fucker!

with love! ♥

2009-05-28T21:09:00.004+08:00

fuck man! all the delays are driving me crazy! i am fucking never gonna do the collating job!
worst than clearing shit! KNN.

166.

2009-05-27T21:22:00.005+08:00

school day's recently either start late or end early. I LIKE!! :D class is still drama mama but verybody's getting back on track alr. which is a good news!

kongkong surprised me with kinderjoy today! :D
she went CLOSE YOUR EYE! you need to close your eye first!!!
i was like why.. OKAY OKAY. so i closed.
now, gimme your hand. & TADAH.. KINDERJOY!!
you know how i behave in excitement lah huh.. i dun need to say right!
i cannot control what, but it's a good thing! i am easily contented? i dun need bags clothes or diamond. just kinderjoy i can be over the moon alr. CHEY CHEY!!! HAHAHAHEHEHHAHAH!

went to visit greatgrandma after school. she looks so _______________ . idk. i feel so sad when i see her. she just look so weak. she keep closing her eye. she even ask where she is.. sigh.
but mummy say she should be fine if she can live pass tmr.

i saw irving today! like after 23423523123 years? TAMADE. ever since he found his girlf, he changed. he no longer call me, share secrets and problems w me. i dun even get a chance to tell him myy stuffs!!! thats monkey. but he is still nice to me. HAHAHAHHA. he came to visit greatgrandma w a big bag of candies from sticky i randomly say i also want.. why never buy for me? he said: choose one among this two, the rest chop alr (: awwww.. so nice right? so i go. really? really? really ah? OKAY I WANT THIS! HAHAHAHAH! then he offer his new bottle of greentea and psp for self entertainment! :D

you know, the 'DIAMOND' from my star stud drop. i am so sad. i dun know when and how it drop. it shouldnt even have drop!!! i never chor lor with my earing or what lei. & last week when i clean it, it was still there. why did it drop man. i love it so much. i am gonna keep and not wear it anymore ):

my leg hasnt recover yet..
how the hell am i suppose to wear hells for next week's presentation :/

tmr's MIS test. it almost slipped my mind!

( deleted)
justina say it's a surprise for everybody!

last last, KENKEN!!
JESK is back to normal alr (:
please jump for joy.

164. i'm sorry

2009-05-26T11:02:00.003+08:00

i'm sorry. really...
& i guess the best is dun share secrets w me anymore.
cause this feeling totally sucks big time.

i ♥ justina!

162.

2009-05-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

I SWEAR GIVEN A CHANCE I NEVER WANNA BE IN THIS GOD DAMN FUCKING TEAM EVER AGAINNNN! KILL ME PLEASE. KILL ME!!!

161.

2009-05-25T21:16:00.004+08:00

5 projects due next week.
what the hell is this...
so little time, i think i am gonna delete my msn for now.
for this week, when i complete everything then i download agn.
it sounds dumb but you know...
once i go on msn, i put all my work aside.

i swear i am going to enjoy real hard during my term break!
but before that i must study for my exams first -.-

( i am listening to shan hu hai now. LOL )

today my dad did something that made me so happy.
he waited for me at the school gate at 5.30 all the way till 6.15
cause i only end school at that time.
was so afraid that he will get impatient and leave half way lah.
but i guess he know i hate taking bus!!! so he waited for me...
i ran towards his car when i ended school..
i thought he will be angry.... HE WAS SMILING TO ME ♥

i wanna save many many $ so i can go hongkong.
you think mummy will let, hongkong sounds abit far..
if she say no! i'll ask her along... HAHAHAHHA.

161. JUST FOR YOU

2009-05-25T01:23:00.001+08:00

melissa, you make so much sense to me.
i love you deep deep! ♥

160. time waits for no one.

2009-05-24T09:29:00.009+08:00

for the 10th time i am editing this post!

you never fail to spoil my morning man.
just dun understand why you cannot talk properly.
rude fuck! you just make me think twice on what i wanted to do.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

okay, i am not angry alr.
cause i just share the story. in a very loud voice.
HAHAHHAH! but still you are a rude fuck!!!!!!!

sometimes i wish i know NO SECRETS.
really, its a pain keeping secrets cause sometimes you will just get stuck.
if you do this, you betray her.
you do that, you betray her.
OMG!

on a lighter note: i just finished my sassy girl. was about to finish it
yesterday when the time for the emax room ended.
& i am damn happy for jemina now! ♥

i got the smartest ff ever!
i got the smartest soulmate and girlf tooo!
no i think its cause i am too easy to see thru.
kk. never mind. -.-

justina says: " go and see bee sucking pollens?"
sherlene says: " why are there so many buttons on a phone.
why by pressing the buttons you can talk to someone else alr?"
HAHAHAHAHAH!
retards! i like :D

went to meet ken ken, justina & edwin for dinner.
i went all the way down & we had food court!
no, i shall not complain cause i am a poor kid.
but we should have something better? mayb fast food? HEHEHAH!
i had siew mai & i am dying for more now.
still love the one at wisma.
the hokkien mee there also another thumbs up!
kill abit of time, met mel since she end work at 10.
then we mrted home together! i ♥ you :D

i think the visitor of the month is coming alr.
bloody shit!

159.

2009-05-22T17:19:00.008+08:00

i just finish my last kinderjoy with a can of 100plus.
HAHAHHA! this is enjoyment. i want more :D & thats my kinderjoy toy. cool shit righttt! ahem.
kay, i wanna go catch a short nap now since nobody's at home. i am so tired!!

everything you wanna hear, feel it.
it's all in there.

edits/

MUMMY JUST BOUGHT ME KINDERJOY :D
i badly needa do something to my hair man!

158. either you love or you dont

2009-05-21T22:57:00.003+08:00

i just completed this story book titled I BELIEVE YOU.
i dint cry. mayb cause i keep telling myself i had make up on.
the story is good. i dun mind reading it all over again.
however, i dislike the ending -.- not solid enough.
GERALDINE, dint you say the guy die!!

today is ah teck birthday! :D
we went dinner at no signboard (geylang)

before that was school.
school's short today :)

waste abit of time at westmall then mrted down to meet linpao.
caught night at the museum 2.
half the time my mind wasnt there..
was too tired :( i almost fell asleep. serious shit!
had KFC. i was actually craving for mac one lorh.
but as long as got burger can alr :D

back to bedok to meet teck & all.
dinner and home.

i am very sick of all the excuses all of you are giving.
please only say what you can do.
cannot do, shut up lah.
knn. wanna act hero? then? in the end?

i am in a very bad mood now.
i think everybody just need a slap and wake up.
i might need one too.

i am very sad when i receive your email.
jing, i love you the same.

Dawn: eeee u eat cream sauce again.
Dawn: ADMIRER SiOL..lmao
told you cream sauce nice. lucy also like sial.

157.

2009-05-20T21:54:00.004+08:00

i started missing you the very second you left my sight.

today is so damn hot.
i still feel kan hot when the fan is blowing right in my face!!

i am very sick and tired w the projects i am having.
theres so many things to think about.
sigh!
on a happier note we are alr at the 7th week of school.
how fast is this?

JUSTINA COOKED FRIED RICE FOR ME TODAY.
GC BOUGHT ME ANOTHER KINDERJOY!
see, i am lucky right? i got so many goodfriends around.
luv them all! ♥

school ended early again :D
meet mummy to go home together
& of course i ask her to dinner out..
managed to physco her to nyny!

i cant wait for tmr cause tmr is a super short school day!

TAG REPLIES :D

bob: ADMIRER SiOL.. lmao
HAHAHA! eh now you not happy is itttt!!!! told you i mei li wu fa dang alr what. you choose not to believe! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

ESTHER: LINK ME!
kong kong, i linked you alr! luv luv! ♥

admirer: iloveyou am hoping to get to knw u:]
?

guocheng: can be both, but usually because its someone specail....to me lah!! >_<

okay, you can put my picture on your wall paper alr. HEHEHEHAHAHAH!

156.

2009-05-19T18:11:00.004+08:00

i am craving for choc today,
very bad crave.. hmmm..
and i keep very hungry sial :/
i got trick by that cbk.. she say want buy choc for me.
BUT NEVER!!
GC buy kinderjoy for me again.
i was too hungry and the craving of choc was there.
so i dint take pictures. eat first!!! EHEHEHAHHA!

kay, school ended early today.
at 2 plus. rare chance :D
i wanted to just go home and sleep..
but later remember i havent met my ff for very long.
and she is starting work at nyny today.

so the very nice me went to meet her at her school.
KAN sial she, i walk all the way in alr still need to wait for one hour.
NBCB.

then i saw my old classmates ♥
you see nice ppl you will be happy right?
then when you see fuck up people, just ignore!
no, before i ignore that person alr walk away and pretend nvr see me.
when everyone alr know and saw me! LOSER! -.-
terrence, let's go eat grape!! :D hahahahha!

while waiting for that CB.
i chit chat chit chat w SJ & G :)
they say i am a very good story teller cause i always have interesting stories.
HEH! i got interesting life uh!!

kay, am now at nyny.
idk where's the chee...
no where in sight!! mayb kanna lock in fridge alr.

GOODBYE!

155. hmmm..

2009-05-18T20:18:00.004+08:00

THANKS GC!! :D
i got another kinderjoy today. HEH!
see my toy! cute shit!

i am gonna start w my new ULT project soon.
& the feeling is funny..
i dun feel like starting at all.
somehow, i am not worrying abt the deadline and quality.
it feels empty.
the spare time i had for the past 3 weeks was w my old ULT grp.
we got stressed up like mad tgh.
the bond was so good, the group's so funny.
and now, it a whole new thing again.
i know sherman and esther feels the same way tooo :/

random: when the picture is on your desktop background.
is it cause the person inside the picture is special?
or it is cause that picture's nice?
tell me your point of view..

154. carebear fanatic

2009-05-18T00:48:00.003+08:00

HAHAHHA.
dawn just called and she said :
eh. your blog got the pictures, this guy wearing red. why he hang the carebear in the middle. does he hang that and go out? fucking funny. she was laughing and i was laughing!!!

then she said: sial lah, your class all care bear fanatic!

i just looked at the picture & i am laughing to myself!

153.

2009-05-17T23:22:00.004+08:00

i like it when i can come home and shower str away,
not having to remove make up..
it totally sucks when you need to remove make up when you
are so so tired after sucha long day.
today i went out naked face! although it feels funny.
but i like, i dun believe in looking good only after make up. serious.
it may seem so true, but i believe BEAUTY LIES IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER.
i told lt this before and he replied : i wunt believe my eyes anymore!
he is a 100% asshole. really.

i cant find my camera cable, i wanna upload pictures one lei :/

i went out w LIN PAO today. HAHAHHHA.
(nice name! i like )
i want to show you my new friend linpao's picture actuallyy.
but no cable, so too bad!
i describe to you kay, linpao is fairer than linting.
and now linpao got long hair alr but he want to act yi ge no hair.
so still wearing cap -.-
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

nowadays he more and more GL.
i laugh until i wanted to burst...
the best part was i say i want breakfast..
he ask me to go wash my face and wake up cause its alr lunch!
KANASAI.

okay, we went XINWANG :D
i very long never go there eat alr siallllllllllll.
all dawn's fault! i had my all time favourite : siew mai.

then shopping for DA PAO'S present.
buy present also so hard! we spend so long searching for it.

then movie :D

caught angels and demons.
the starting was so so damn dry...
i almost fall asleep.
it was the later part that was GOOD! :D

dessert story for dessert (:
linpao went home, i went to meet edwin and kenneth.
apparently they say they were studying when i wasnt around.
but after i reach, i spoil the conducive environment.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH.

my father just repainted my room during CNY.
& now he is designing a new bookshelf and wardrobe!!
YAYYY.

i am waiting for........
KAY BYE!

152. Let’s play murderer & see who dies first ;)

2009-05-17T00:34:00.011+08:00

Sometimes I secretly wish I can see you 24/7
365days a year! Kay, that’s not right I know :/
But I just cant help it manxzxzxzxzxzx.

HELLO.
Today’s kinda GREAT.

I got kinderjoy today!!!
Who say only you have? HUHHH!
I also have have have have have :D
HEHEHEHEHAHAHHAHAH!
Happy shit, come on it’s kinderjoy we’re talking about…
I actually can buy myself but I dunt like.
I only like it when ppl buy for me. Idk why also..
After saying for so long.. I finally receive one today :D

I shall share my toy w edwin.
I eat the chocolate… keep the toy part for you.
So he can feel happy too!

Alright, I actually mrted down to tampennis today.
It’s a one hour journey. Actually there nothing to complain about because…..
HEHEHEHEH. Kay yah.. so hmmmmm…
We went pamela’s house for her mummys penang laksa.

Then we bused to changi airport.
We planned to study cause we are having a test on Monday.
Yes, we planned….
But ME together w the word STUDY…
You should know the conculsion uh?
HAHAHAHA. I dint study.. infact I know I cant and I dint intend to.

POPEYE for dinner.
Then the viewing mall to kill time and slack.

i got close to 100 pictures! & GC wants me to put it up on fb!

blogger is very fast today i like.
but i cant seem to arrange them! KANASAI.
for more, please visit facebook :D
i opened the album to all...
and am still thinking how to find the link.
:D
OKAY WAIT, i found itttt!

151. tell me the rules again

2009-05-15T20:35:00.005+08:00

a brief sum up cause i dun have pictures.
popstar city sucks!!
BBQ stingray with sweet and sour pork dinner ROCKS!!

its finally friday.
l luv it!
i hope the next 48 hours pass SLOWLY!

i just removed all the blings on my phone today.
& it feels weird seeing it so empty!

germaine's gonna dress up my livejournal tonight!
YAYYYYYY :D
should i still keep this? or shift house??

my leg hurts & my head hurts as well.
WHAT THE HELL IS THIS.

for now, i shall go upload pictures to facebook :)

DAWN: and creepy.. you getting more and more alike with care bear.
DAWN: cb who so daredevil! haha eh. xiao yuan next month can drink fruit juice already. Cute? MIss him? Miss him come my house! you ike busy siol..
carebear is cute. really. thats the only bear that smile! cause i hardly see smiley bear. ALA you HK lah. who more busy you know lah hor. ask you meet me you meet IZ. HK LAH!!!!! can drink fruit juice.. start feeding papaya juice. AHAHAHHAHAHAH!!! my birthday also coming, be REALISTIC AH. you still owe me a party on the... ala i dk how to spell.

Sherlene: Got people copy you! the person also write note to self! just that th person change it to self note.LOL, go blog hop and you will know who:D
some people just dont have a mind on their own.

giana: Now we are super busy too!MISS TOU lah!holiday,let's meet up! (;
SURE

150,

2009-05-13T18:24:00.002+08:00

one off the list again.
each time an assignment is handed up.
i feel so damn relax...
but still, there's so much more to come :/

thanks mel!
she was so nice. she met me 7.45 AM at bb mrt just to pass me
my white formal top & a black shirt for tmr..
in addition.. she initially wanted to surprise me w kinderjoy.
& she also wanted to force a bottle of herbal tea down my throat.
she knows i hate it! and she likes to force me!
but apparently i was kinda rushing for school...
she forgot to pass it to me...
keep the kinder joy for me... as for herbal tea, you drink yourself kay!
HAHAHHAHA I LOVE YOU! ♥

LAST,
this was something i received from justina afew days ago.
last week i think... it's a carebear cupcake.
then after eating.. you have the ring! :D

147. i am very bothered!

2009-05-13T00:28:00.012+08:00

half of this post is specially for the
damn fireman! to make him jealous for being so mean!!

i went out with MELISSA today!
yes, watch the caplocks! HAHAHAH :D

& she got me carebear!
a month ago, when i was out with her i was searching for my blue care bear!
she stills remember lo. & she surprised me w one today.
i think its the baby version one. idk.
but i was so damn happy. i started screaming at the mrt station.
OMG. i must have ps her. but never mind. she loves me the same!

initially only wanted dessert.
so she cracked her brains and decided to bring me to bakerzin.

half way thru desserts.
she physco me to dinner at double bay!
BOB! DOUBLE BAY!
she was like: can you please give double bay another chance
to prove to you we sell good porkrack?
i promise this time round it good! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH. so i went :D
i couldnt resist the temptation too actually.

this time the porkrack is effing good.
BOB, ITS GOOD.
& you know actually the vegetable is nice lah.
the mushroom's good! you dk right? bring me there lah.
i prove you wrong. EHEHHEEHAHAHAH ;)

a pity i had presentation tmr at 8.15 tmr...
or else i would have whack the desserts.
it was damn good, i only had like one mouth and i had to rush off alr ):

Double bay's FISH AND CHIP

double bay's PORK RACK.

saving the best for the last....

kay, now i know he must be feeling damn jealous..
cause i had the good food & i met MEL.
while he was only at home playing dota!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!

okay... people you all should really try double bay.
it's really really very good! the price also good lah of course.

alright! now back to my normal posting.
guess today wasnt the best day cause almost everybody seem so emo.
and i have started skipping lessons, its considered very good alr...
cause i have been in school for a month odd w no mc and all.
HEHEHEH (:

class trip to the esplanade..
now we're all ready for the new assignment :/

meet daniel. this is daniel.

this picture was taken by daniel and he was damn cocky.
D: eh, move a bit to the left, abit more abit more.
D: your head higher higher.
ME: faster lah!!! i tired you know!!
D: ahhhh. can alr can alr. dun move.
D: AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH! very funny! the merlion spitting on you!
ME: WTF? _l_ FUCK YOU!

sidenote:

i am really very bothered by how many try to poke their nose into ppl's prob. i dun understand why ppl will never get tired of gossiping. its the same thing but it seems like the damn topic never end...

i have so much to say today.
but i guess this space is not the best place to talk and express..
i shall really use livejournal! ( go create now! )

.... kay, its done & i hope germaine can hurry help me dress it up!!

146.

2009-05-12T09:14:00.001+08:00

i need an escape tonight!

145. why cant love be at it's simplest form?

2009-05-11T10:16:00.005+08:00

still, i think it's funny how two person in love
choose not to be tgh because they are afraid of whats
gonna happen in future..
when i see 5 friends of mine caught in an ugly one sided love situation.
crying, emoing, stressing themselves out.
sigh, i hope they recover from the pain soon!!
cause it hurts to see them lidat & that feeling certainly suck, I KNOW.

its a long weekend break again!
i love may for this.
( fyi: the month may )
cause it has so many PH. I LIKE :D

my father just asked me to resume driving this morning,
he is willing to LEND me the money first...
but is driving a need to me now?
on the other hand, i dun want to waste the money and time i have spent the last few months.

okay, today i shall complete my project.
so i will have no worries tmr.
i just had ice cream yesterday & i want more!
i am so deprive of all this little things recently.
i am currently in love with the chilli flavour chipster!
been eating almost everyday

oh! i won a bet...
& i am going to have the marvelous cream thing at city hall!
( now the whole world know, you cant deny! )

it feels funny not seeing you today :/

144.

2009-05-10T22:32:00.004+08:00

there's no words close enough to describe how much i appreciate you.

144. walking on clouds!

2009-05-10T00:35:00.006+08:00

i do not know how to express to you.
but i just want you to know...
i havent felt so relax for so long!
thank you :D

yes, you are right!
i went to the zoo today..
i have been looking forward to it lah, just like going to these places.
it makes me feel like a kid enjoying everything.

today i learn that a horse shits ALOT each time.
ALOT SIAL.

after that, i met up with edwin to do our project.
told you i alr sold my life to shatec! :/
but i had sushi!!!!!
when was the last time i had it?
i think it was JAM'S bdae.
was it? idk.. but yea, the fact that today's a PH.
only the icon village has dinner buffet.
& i am so not going to go back there ever again!

then in the midst of enjoying everything..
i had to remember this ugly reminder,
& that is i got work early in the morning tmr!

goodnight!

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giana: i miss your cupcakes ); i want the recipe for oreo cupcakes!!(;
miss my cake. got miss me? my friend say the cake not nice :/ eat too much w gilat. hmmm... you want? i see my mood. so far i not yet give anybody lo! meet me and i might consider. HAHAHA. miss you!

DAWN: carebear fanatic sial
if you are my ff. true ff. you will love it w me. LIKE HOW YOU FORCE ME TO DEVELOP FEELINGS FOR STITCH. thats if you are my ff!

I FUCKING DISLIKE BEING KEPT IN SUSPENSE.
you want to know but cannot know.
still must wait, then you dk good or bad.
tsk. oh! but justina just love to do this to me.

143. blueberry w lemon frosting

2009-05-08T23:29:00.002+08:00

almost perfect except that, the blueberries were sour.
crap. that totally spoil the whole thing! :(

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142. silently killed.

2009-05-07T23:10:00.005+08:00

dun keep me hanging.
i dun like the competitions too ):

TODAY IS JUSTINA'S BIRTHDAY!
MY FIRST FRIEND IN SHATEC!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

we first surprised her w a birthday cake in class.
then we went on the flyer after school
the staff there was so nice.
we got a capsule all on our own :D

the flyer wasnt as nice as i expected.
was very excited for it at the beginning,
thankfully the company was awesome ♥
will never want to go there again unless there's something on :/
lotsa pictures and group pictures!

he must have forgotten THATS MY CAMERA!

SENDING YOU THE GAYS TO SAY GOODNIGHT!!

141. good stuff NEVER last!

2009-05-06T21:46:00.004+08:00

after one month of school!
i finally reach home early and can get a afternoon nap!!

my life is always full of surprises man.
good and bad both.
even better that kinder joy. HAHAH.
yesterday i received a bottle of chicken essence.
and todayyy...

when i met justina she gave me a bag.
with a big gift wrapped up, she dint allow me to open.
then i had to hold that and walk to school.
feeling so damn excited and all ):
she is very evil. she like to keep me in suspense!!!!!!

kay then when i reach class.
she said okay you can open now. i give you permission to do so.
so. like a three year old i cant wait to tear the whole thing apart.
i started screaming in excitement. fucking happy.............

guess guess guess..
you guess what i got?

this was the one i wanted..
the first design my eyes landed on.
and now i owned it! OMG.
how great is this?
a damn sweet and pleasant surprise early in the monrning.
and its smth you always wanted. even better, so much bigger!

justina say, name my bedtime carebear after her.
HAHAH. my new love.
the old bears has to make way for it alr ;D
next time i will be saying..
" eh, yesterday i accidentally throw/ kick justina down.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH.

thanks justina,
thanks pam,
thanks geraldine,
thanks guocheng &
thanks kenneth
♥

long weekends hurry come!

goodnight! ♥

140. goodbye to one, hello to two!

2009-05-05T19:36:00.012+08:00

POST EDITED!

i am so sad and at the same time so happy.
okay, i am feeling both and i dun like it.
just let me be happy only lah right?
why the sad part must come :(

MY ULT 1ST ASSIGNMENT IS OVERRR!!!
a load off my mind finally.
i feel so happy and i am so proud of my team,
fyi: our timeout was considered....
heheheheh! i am not proud lah but you know!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH ♥

but i am so sad two more assignments are on my way again.
and i have to change group. i dun wanna change...
i dun want to change i dun want to change. i dun want to change.
i dun want to change i dun want to change. i dun want to change.
i dun want to change i dun want to change. i dun want to change.
i dun want to change i dun want to change. i dun want to change.
i dun want to change i dun want to change. i dun want to change.
i dun want to change i dun want to change. i dun want to change.
i dun want to change i dun want to change. i dun want to change.
i dun want to change i dun want to change. i dun want to change.
i dun want to change i dun want to change. i dun want to change.
i dun want to change. i dun want to change.i dun want to change
i dun want to change. i dun want to change.i dun want to change

okay i shall go bake some cupcakes for justina.
to make myself happier & surprise her!.
and actually you need to be happy to bake good cupcakes, i feel .
but i think i am happy enough now alr beacuse hehehheheh, this is a secret!.

and true enough there was smth wrong w my cake!
i used the wrong flour.
i mistook choc sponge cake mix for coca powder.
HAHAH. loser i know.

139.

2009-05-05T01:24:00.003+08:00

i am so damn gonna delete all the things related to museum on my desktop tmr the first thing i finish w my presentationnn!! my eyes goes crazy each time i wanna find for a file.
i am done w my port! so happy. me so sleepy now like always! :(

138. for good or for bad?

2009-05-04T01:03:00.003+08:00

you are putting me on a ride i fear most again.
i am so afraid that i wanna remember nothing.
should i? should i not?
sigh. i cant find words to describe how i feel.

KILL ME.

my schoolwork never seem to end.
i havent felt so stress for very long.
i even dreamt about projects in my sleep :/

i am gonna stop LEARNING drivng.
my mum doesnt wanna lend me money anymore.
to be honest, i am fucking pissed.
she has never spare a thought for me.
3 words: JUST DUN LEARN
comes out from her mouth just like that...
she doesnt wanna drive doesnt mean i dun wanna drive isnt it?
and i have been at it for so long.
two more months to my tp.
& now i need to stop....
how funny is it now? i am crying over this stupid matter.
FUCK.

its is not important to get a license before i turn 19 anymore i realise.
it was a goal i set for myself.
but now its no longer important.
i shall really be a full time student.
i really wanna be one!!!

i was so lazy to shower.
i had to find some fun in it.
so i decided to challenge w edwin.
see who shower finish first.
in the end i won & he is suppose to buy me kinderjoy.
but he play cheat!
SEE.

kay nights!

137.

2009-05-03T10:13:00.004+08:00

i dun like it when my house phone ring.
& i am all alone at home or when i am the only one awake.
WHEN I AM IN THE TOILET!
i am complaining cause it just happened again!
i was shitting lah, then inspiration gone.
screw the caller, idk who also.

i am feeling so damn terrible.
i dun wanna fall sick at this point of time.
cause i am having my first test tmr :/
i thought i have been doing alot for my project alr..
only to realise i missed out a few points and i have yet to start on my portfolio.
sigh.

i was coughing real bad yesterday at home.
mum: ORH HOR. you tio swine flu alr.
sherlene: mummy you dun act cool lah. just because you can pronounce swine. everybodys having swine flu! HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA.

alright.
impromtu decision to meet up w edwin yesterday,
we both feel that we're running out of time..
wanted to actually gave dinner w bin and ff a missed...
but i realise if i dun meet them yesterday...
it's gonna be months before i have the chance to do so.
so i put all together! HAH. & i regret so much. ASSHOLES.

met edwin to tcc first.
then hereen to meet the dawn & bin for dinner.

WE, ff and i finally. i said FINALLY step into shokudo bazzar.
you know, we wanted to since THE FIRST DAY IT OPENED!
hahahah. sound like some loser.

i think the food there is only average.
i still prefer shokudo pasta and pizza.
the one at citylink has officially closed down :(

yesterday was definitely not the best day to take pictures.
the picture all look damn sucky,
idk why..
and i look fat it themmmmmm.
i know i am fat but sometimes the pictures can make me look even bigger.
( just like yesterday :/ )

so i am not going to show you the group photo kay.
OH! barbie doll.......
we forgot to take picturessssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then we were suppose to continue w project after dinner.
but boss say go balcony.
HAHAHAHHAHA.
then i happy shit :D
cause can play & dun need do project.
but in the end my drink suck.
i had peach martini.

ff was funny. she wanted to get high like how we did over at jings bdae.
but in the end she almost became a walking merlion. okay lah. not funny.

but i wanna get high again ;D

kay, i want go back sleep.

136. MAY!?!

2009-05-01T17:28:00.013+08:00

fyi: my title is for the month may.
not for potter!! HAHAHHEHEHAHHA.

if i am nice to you..
please appreciate. dun make use of me or take me for granted.

my email is always full of mails from fb man.
my classmates like to comments picture like in an msn.

i dun feel like keeping a diary anymore.
i completely have NO time for it :/
should i stop writing? hmmmmm..

yesterday was steamboat w esther, edwin & sherman :D
the guys stayed over, king kong had to leave.
we're suppose to be doing project.....
but am glad we completed quite abit!
just alittle more to go and we can treat ourselves to buffet feast alr!! ;D

alright! pictures and i am falling sick tooooo! :/

my brother finally found his companion. HAHA

& now i many many blue black! ):

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135. please say..

2009-04-29T23:37:00.006+08:00

dun keep me in suspense.
i really dun like.
tell me if its there... go away if its not.
crap this is sucky and I DUN LIKE IT AT ALL.
i am going crazy over this man.
ff!!! come back and solve this with me larhsxsxsx.

FORMAL WEAR AND SPEECH TODAY ;D
at first i could memorise very well.
but as my turn gets close...
i forgot almost everything. DAMNIT.
my tongue got twisted & all.
am kinda lazy to upload the pictures one by one.
so make do with that..
classmates, i will put them on fb soon ;D

they are playing with macb's webcam.

tmr hurry come.
school hurry endd :D
YAYYYYYY!
tmr's gonna be just as nice man.
I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!

bob: you dun lie! if you lie your xxxx will go shorter!

134. almost lost control

2009-04-28T23:15:00.006+08:00

i am looking forward yet very nervous for tmr.
i am still half way throught my speech.
i got no more juice left man!

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i love nadera ♥!
i cant tell you why...

but yea.. HAHAHAHHA :DD

i went museum with my group today.
as usual..
it was nice and i love the time spent although towards the end
i am totally worn out alr.
please let me EMPHASIZE this again..
I LOVE MY GROUP.
hehehehe.

see my ugly eye. tsk. all thanks to project!!
went down shokudo for awhile today cause they are closing alr.
wanted to have nek pasta.
but apparently edwin wasnt hungry and i was still damn full from macs.
looks like i dun have the chance to eat it before it close alr!

looking forward to thursday because edwin, sherman & mayb esther's coming to stay over! whooohooooooooooooo :D ( we're gonna do project! )

okay. i need to go shower and memorise my speech noww.

133.

2009-04-27T22:08:00.003+08:00

SAFE TRIP FAVOURITE FRIEND!!!
just buy me keychain and i ♥ bangkok shirt,
HAHAHAHHAH. NBCB.
remember to send me the 3 days message or else i wunt forgive you.

i decided to love myself a little more today.
no projects, no homework, no speech.
all this come tmr kay.
i shall soak myself in one hour of internet then go sleep @ 11.

i had dinner with xin ying & my sister today! :D
note to self: cut my nails!

check on previous post. i am gonna post pictures in them :)

Bobby: Damn you still remember me
hello! i have never forgotten you man! never! miss the funny times. WHERE IS MY NIGHT SAFARI? LIAR MAN YOU. from 2008 say until 2009.
NADERA: wah dont tell the world what i did laaaaa. hahahaha.
crap! you said yourself in your blog!
dawn: sial la. bob vulgar siol.
actually bob always vulgar. you dk only. he just like to pretend innocent like you.
bob: **** toy
what sial ****. you think i know what it is? okay, i guess it must be shit. right?! you never buy for me.. so you cannot comment about the toy!!!!!!!!